Year’s-End Retrospective no. 2 – I’m Nobody. Goodbye to All of That.

It’s finals week. I’m buried in more ways than one. And the season is upon us, anyway, of the ritual “looking back” that many edubloggers seem to do as another year in our life closes.

One year more, one year less. (Have a moment of reconnecting to that mystery. It’s on me.)

So here is another post I want to save from its summer obscurity. It’s long for good reason: I was moulting. I got closer to my dream of getting beyond school, and into a new, more authentic idea of education (for me, anyway), in this post. Reposting it, like reposting the entry below this one, is partly to remind me not to back-slide. And it’s partly to see if I have any better luck finding kindred spirits out there now than I did when I originally posted it in July.

I have to admit I’m a bit disappointed that this idea had less active support than the Students 2.0 blog has received. Treating student edubloggers as equals is important to education; but there are far more important things for both ourselves and our students to be concerned about, in the grand scheme of things. I’d argue schools are the only place that can effectively tackle problems on the grand scale. And that overall they refuse.

Anyway, here it is, from July 9, 2007:

I’m Nobody. Goodbye to All of That.

[This post is a watershed for me, stuffy as that may sound. Many loose threads needed weaving. I apologize for the tone, which I fear is typically more self-important and more harsh than I would like. I also apologize for the length. I hope you’ll read it through, and thank you if you do. Update 13 July 07: Be sure to read the conversation with Doug and others in the [18] comments on the original the post. And the thinking extends in this “Teaching Grammar on the Titanic: on Fear and Irrelevance in Education” post.]

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1. I’m Nobody

Suzie Boss, writer of the upcoming Reinventing Project-Based Learning: Your Field Guide to Real-World Projects in the Digital Age, to be published by ISTE this fall, interviewed me via Skype (thanks to a referral by the ever-helpful Jeff Whipple of Whip Blog) for an article recently published on the Worldchanging.com website entitled “Education: Connecting the Lonely Profession.” It goes without saying that it was an honor to be mentioned in the same paragraph with Wes Fryer, Julie Lindsay, and Vicki Davis. It was Julie and Vicki’s Flat Classroom Project, after all, that inspired my idea to take the traditional language arts writing workshop onto a flat classroom collaborative wiki, and make it a never-ending global project: the 1001 Flat World Tales. It was also an honor to appear at all on Worldchanging.com, which I’d subscribed to in Bloglines many months earlier. There are few more important blogs out there for real-world problem-solving in the Age of Mindless Waste and Warming.

That being said, though, that interview with Ms. Boss came at a pregnant moment in my own journey not just as a teacher, but as an earthling. I had just taught a unit of satire in which Swift’s Gulliver’s Travels – and the multimedia Yahoo Project we finished that unit with – probably changed my thinking more than it did my students’. Swift’s novel nailed human folly with the timelessness that makes it the classic it is. The Yahoos he pillories in the novel are alive and well today, inside us all. And I couldn’t shake the feeling that they were most painfully present in our schools, in my classroom, in my teaching.

Here I was, assigning four dozen 15-year-olds to take action addressing whatever “Yahoo-caused” problem in the world disturbed them via a digital storytelling product and a plan involving the use of web 2.o to create positive change about their chosen issue, and thinking I’d done my job at inculcating a sense of citizenship and agency in them. “Think big,” I told them. “Look at the Flat World Tales: it was an idea in January, and by May more than a dozen countries were participating in the project. Use that as a lesson to see how possible it is to use web 2.0 to create real change.” I was pretty proud of that. Until.

I started listening to my students talk about how bothered they were about The Big Issue affecting their future: global warming (and I’d love any deniers out there to comment so we can debate this). They were bothered about it because “Nobody’s doing anything about it, and we know it’s a problem.”

That set off my 5-Alarm Hypocrisy Detector. Sure, the attempt to be “Classroom 2.0″ with the 1001 Flat World Tales was not your run-of-the-mill way to deliver a lesson – it was inventive, it was fresh, and it had pedagogical potential to improve both engagement and literacy. But. In terms of its content, its basic objectives, it was nothing new at all. Just a traditionally irrelevant and arbitrary, teacher-dictated little exercise in writing a nice little story for school with other nice little students stuck in their classrooms around the world.

It wasn’t “Beyond School” at all. It was Classroom 1.0 with Web 2.o bells and whistles. In terms of vision, it was still “school-y.”

“Nobody’s doing anything about it.” It kept on echoing. My pride in the 1001 Flat World Tales collapsed as a result. I wasn’t “teacher 2.0.” I was one of the “Nobodies” that frustrated students by my complicity in schoolhouse irrelevance.

The rest is history, unless you were at NECC or Disneyland while I was writing a dozen posts in Korea that you didn’t read upon your return. Here’s the short version:

1. I read that over 200 universities in the US had signed a “carbon neutral” pledge in recognition that they, as educational institutions, had a responsibility to set an example in responding to the overwhelming scientific evidence that human activity was the key factor in global warming.

2. I blogged about that pledge, asking why K-12 schools aren’t following suit, and Jeff Wasserman blogged about that post in a Very Strange Coincidence that set the Global Cooling / Community Service 2.0 project in motion. (Were I superstitious, I would have thought that coincidence a sign. I suppose I did see it that way, somewhat.)

3. In the intervening 3 weeks, I’ve written a dozen or more posts developing the idea. In the midst of that, Suzie Boss interviewed me about her WorldChanging.com article (ironically, her interest was in the 1001 Flat World Tales, which I’d come to view as too “school-as-usual”). But the title, or, more precisely, the tagline of Suzie’s forthcoming book – “Your Field Guide to Real-World Projects in the Digital Age” – worked a spell on me. Real World. My world, the students’ world, the students’ future. Projects that were relevant to that. That was key.

And the title of the website Suzie’s article appeared on: WorldChanging. That too was key. As a teacher, I’d been “World-Ignoring,” creating nice little exercises to connect students with other classrooms around the world, but not to connect with the world itself. Harnessing the power of Web 2.0 to reinforce the disempowerment and infantilization of adolescents around the world. School-y. “Beyond School”? Again, a joke.

Yeah, the students thought it was more interesting than most of the stuff they have to put up with in schoolhouses. But it was still just homework. Nothing WorldChanging, nothing that taught them that they have the potential to affect this world for the better. Nothing that encouraged their empowerment. Nothing that gave them the opportunity to apply their learning to something that mattered to them, or to discover that, if only schools would let them, they could learn about the limits of their own power to make change in the world.

I was keeping these young adults in diapers, checking their homework, teaching them that changing the world was something to leave to others. Our purpose was to teach them what a metaphor is, and a synecdoche. Leave the fate of the planet to politicians and prayers, and other such time-tested solutions. Depend on anything but your own skills and agency to avert catastrophe.

4. I invited my AP Literature students, strangers I’m getting to know on our AP Lit Summer Reading Ning, to begin organizing the “Project Global Cooling” and “Concerts for Global Chilling” here in Seoul, so it can all come off by Earth Day next April. Over 20 of these young adults are active on it now, and a dozen met me yesterday for a Sunday afternoon planning session at a downtown cafe. I left early, because they were so all over it, they didn’t need me – which was what I’d hoped would happen.

On the Global Cooling Collective Ning I started, another member I’d invited sent out over 100 invitations to other “Classroom 2.0″ adult types. About 20 of them joined. 20 of my students also joined. So far, the students are active, while the adults are, with a couple of exceptions, smiling, inactive pictures on the “Members” box. (I have issues with Ninging for Ninging’s sake.) But maybe they’ll contribute at some point.

That’s about it, on that front.

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2. Goodbye to All of That

On New Year’s Day, 2007, I started this blog. I named it “Beyond School” and, in the months that followed, thought I was being true to the aspiration so vaguely adumbrated in that title. A lot has happened in the seven months since that time that has energized my professional life beyond my wildest expectations, and none if it would have occurred if I hadn’t started participating in the edublogosphere.

But I see now that my personal journey to get Beyond School is only now starting to crystallize. It’s not about web 2.0 for me anymore (though that is a tool I’ll continue using). And it’s definitely not about “Classroom 2.0,” since I dislike the realities of schools and classrooms as much now, as a teacher, as I did when I was a very miserable high school student.

Putting “what it is about” in positive terms is more difficult, but here are a few stabs. It’s about not being “a Nobody doing anything” when my students are looking for “Somebody doing something” about what they care about. It’s about inviting them to discover that they have the power to do something too. It’s about being a community leader more, and a teacher less. It’s about extending my relationship with these young adults beyond the nine-month term (if church youth group leaders can do it, so can teachers – and they can do it in the name of earth instead of heaven). It’s about re-conceptualizing schools as community action centers instead of walled gardens (or day-care centers, or juvenile detention centers). It’s about designing relevant experiences and projects in which any metaphors or synecdoches that, Nature help us, they learn, will have a purpose and meaning beyond an alphanumeric grade.

It’s about trying to be World-Changing instead of World-Ignoring and World-Ignorant.

That’s the best I can do right now. Does anybody out there want to talk about ways to collaborate on “real-world project-based learning” along these lines?

[Post-script: "Yet?" I'm still working on PGC. It's tough going. But fall down nine times, stand up ten. It's still the most important project to me, in the grand scheme of things. I could really use some active help.]

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